Seeing is Disbelieving

My trust is not an item
If you break it you can’t buy it again
My trust is more like lightning
So I don’t know if you’ll find it again
It must be so exciting
To feel like you got away with it
So tired of all your hiding
But when I found you I wish you stayed hidden

I know that I have seen it; but I still don't believe it
I never took you for the conning type
I stormed in like Poseidon, but you just broke my trident
A singing siren on a haunted night
I was just so convenient, in between all your secrets
Now I feel something between shock and denial
Save your apologizing, those tears in both your eyes and
All your lies

I can't believe my eyes
And I can't believe yours either…

All this time, thinking about what it is you do
That gets me dizzy, is it the pity
Or just the smell of perfume?
Sifting through all your lies wondering if you were sincere When you said sorry, cuban cigars lit
While I sit soothing my tears
It’s just not fair, just not where we want to be
Fists in the air and calling me names
You know you’ll regret tomorrow, the rain’s
Falling again we’ll probably sway
Like trees in a hurricane, we’re the same people
But something feels different
Talking our heads off, just should’ve listened
Now I don’t believe a word you say
You had me waiting for you, out in the cold
Looking for you like I’m out on patrol
Profane and distant, ropes hanging is this the end?
And if it is, won’t we just miss this
Too much to let go? Yes, no? Please
Give it to me straight, I'll accept no tease
I know you and I know you’re not sorry
If you’re over me, so are we, don’t bother calling me
Token apologies won't be applauded
These holes in the plot of each hopeless dishonesty
Closes an odyssey sown with atrocities
No, I don't want to know, I got to leave.

I kept my doubt in disguise
Chose not to believe
I kept your love in the light
That's all I wanted to see