Blue Hour Unmasking

Fit my life into a bag and head on out
This ticket is one way only…
Another night in the flask to level out
Time ticks on the runway slowly
But takeoff is fast, take off the mask and hold me
Make this dark tarmac cozy
Stuck in an illusion like a puppet getting lucid
in a cupboard like I was your lover now I’m getting lonely
But are we good now? I've calmly put down
All my defenses, unequipped my weapons
Lesson learned. You're not rest assured
Unless I rest with your body and nobody else but yours
I messed up. There, you got me to 'fess up
Do you want me to go and admit you're the best love
I ever had? You picked up all of my breadcrumbs
Discovered that, I'm just another regret huh
But wait, too late to retract and apologize?
You didn't stay for first class and dollar signs
I didn't play you like trash just like all the guys
You've dated and ever have, don't act all surprised
Swallow my.… pride's a fool's treasury - compromise
You were always my everything; what was I?
Everything is headed to the entropy
Descending on us steadily. You're dead to me; sorry bye
Pardon my dark humour but I caught your eyes
With it now can you help me cauterize all my lies
Hazy memories stored inside a wall of pride
And all the while that wall's gotten more fortified
We've been running from the truth all our lives
Now we're frozen in this moment and the motives of our fights
The closer that we fly toward the coast of growing tides
Got me hoping we'll collide into a frozen ocean side
And maybe if I give you my coat to float aside
Our broken boat will survive, hope will hold alive
But no, we're almost closer, closing our eyes
Choking til we croak, soaking as we're cloaked in all our cries
I've lost you love, where did you go?
I don't know where you went, I'm a wreck; where is my home?
I don't know where to go, I won't throw what I know
The road's closed but I'll go and find a way back
I feel your fear from the wreckage of the accident
But I feel you here, start stepping back to me
If you can breathe air, please share what's happening
I'll give up everything to feel your anatomy
Is that a news crew? I'm losing my sanity
There's fumes and I'm staggering, I’m losing you rapidly
You can't be another casualty…
This can't be a sudden tragedy…
Find me.